What I've accomplished since my last entry:

♥Went to Def Poetry Jam with Samantha...sat right up front, met up with Shihan after the show and took pics with him and his fam, got an autographed KRS-1 record and took pics with him, got picked up by my driver and went to Grey's Papaya's before calling it a night...pics up lata

♥Saw Eurotrip with Meli (got free unlimited metrocard from some guy tryin to holla), 50 First Dates & Passion of Christ with Luis

♥Went to Uno's for V-day (wasn't in the mood for anything) and fell asleep during the movies so I had to go watch it the next day.  Which leads to...

♥Got an allergic reaction and ended up in the emergency room as my throat began to close up.  My body looked like the map of the U.S. for 3 days...HInt:  when you can't sleep drink Benadryl...works like a charm!

♥Went to the Museum of NAtural History with Luis and then to eat at El Coyote...pretty good Mexican food for a local restaurant.

♥Helped my sis move...Felix and Raph are her neighbors now

♥Went clubbin at Jubilee with Meli...Perfect night!  Our driver took us to and from (holla 59), got in (it's 21 +), made friends with the head bouncer (wuddup Pedro), got free drinks and water all night (finally tried hypnotiq..I know I'm late), made friends with everyone around us, and danced the night away!!! Got home at 6 and to work by 10.  B.A.B.s® does a pocket good!  "With a slip and a slurp and a suckety suck!"©

♥Quit my job at the real estate office for a better paying one at a pediatrician's office with my Melsters.  One of the perks:  Gaby's is right downstairs so you know lunch is the best.  And hello!! I work with my Melissa.  I swear we're gonna get fired..we laugh too much when we're not singin along with Wizard of Oz or Lion King...we're driving Dr. Chio crazy!!

♥Got my new glasses.  They're Dolce & Gabana...won't discuss the figures but I didn't go away for spring break so I gotta use my $ on sumthin right?

♥Drumroll please....I got my car...it's a 96 black 2 door neon...it's pretty cute and my babes is helpin me hook it up.

♥Everyone went away on the 3rd Meli-Hawaii, Luis' fam-California, Berto & fam-Florida.  My mom left on the 6th to DR and isn't coming till the 27th...she stays leaving me alone here.  Mel came back and brought me these nice peals from Hawaii which I will be rockin this weekend.  I miss my mommy!!!!

What's comin up:

♦I'm baptizing my niece this Sat in the morning and then in the afternoon I'm going to see a Raisin in the Sun starring P. Diddy and in the evening my sis is having a dinner/jumpoff.

♦Sun. I will do one or two of three things:  Check out the car show, the Belmont Fair, or Six Flags.

That's it for now...I'll try to write soon...Toodles!!

Damn do people still write in this thing?  I guess I'll find out in a day or so.  Imma keep it short nad simple cuz if I try to catch up it'll take forever and I'll get bored and never write again.

So I don't like to check my horoscope before the day begins cuz I feel like I might alter my destiny or sumthin like that so I wait till the end of the day.  Apparently I should have checked it on Sunday when I was last online before I did anything cuz it would have changed alot in a positive way (instead of just reading it today. Here goes:

Virgo(August 23 - September 22)
If you can let go of what's been bothering you, things will rapidly change for the better. This isn't about going into denial. It's just about having the common sense not to stress about those things which are beyond your control. As you give it up, something magical happens--as if the universe has heard your request. Okay, you might not get everything you've asked for, but it is a good time to make a wish, hold it tight--and then release it completely. The real magic happens only when you truly let it go.

For those who know me, you know the true significance of this is: "Just let it go."

So for now I'm done.  I'm going to meditate now and try to work on my own anger management techniques..."wooo-saaahhh"  Toodles guys!!

Guess who's back??? Back again!!  Yami's back!!!  Tell a friend.

Yup, it's me Yamileth a.k.a. Jammies thanx to Yvan.  One of my newly acquired friends although not so new because this happened a long ass time ago.  Wanna say hi to my fellow Betas:  Although we don't chill often, I wanna let you guys know that I look forward to anytime that we will again.  Ya'll crack me up sooo much...and your singin sessions at 4 am were a blast!!!

Lucia:  I know you and everyone else probably thought I would never update again so since I FINALLY chilled with you today I decided it was about time.  Another message:  I miss you so much my lil sporty/slut spice.  Lately we haven't been connecting as often and you're right...it doesn't really feel like summer.  I mean, where was a job when I was sittin at home on my ass?  NoOo it wants to appear when the summer is in full effect leaving me with days off when you work and vice verse.  Sux lil penis lookin nipples like Roberto's meng!!  But really, sorry if I seem moody or distracted at times but you know I'm going through issues with this whole car dilemma.  I wanna chill with you alot and drive aimlessly at 4 am and go to your house or pick you up everytime we're bored and go all over the place and honk at "people" standing on corners in Corona and what not but it won't happen till I get a car.  I mean I know Luis always takes us places but we KNOW it's definitely not the same at all so I'm just hopin shit gets crackin before you and Bernard get hot and heavy so we have time to do all these things.  Newhoo...I love all the time we DO spend together catching up and sharing our depressing stories so bare with me...LOve ya soooo much..MUazzzz!!!!

So, what's new with me you ask?  Welp, your girl has been workin for a hot minute already.  I was workin at Rampage for like 2-3 weeks and the funny shit is that I went crazy shopping there and by the time I finally got paid I had to use the check to pay my credit card bill.  BAsically I worked there just to shop for a few outfits...what a waste!!  So now I'm workin at K-mart again (No. They aren't all closed).  I work in Rosedale by five towns.  It's not bad considering the fact that I don't do shit all day but read magazines and daydream.  It's a piece of cake compared to Fresh Meadows.  The only thing that I don't like bout this place is the workers.  They have attitudes for like no reason.  Oh well, I'm only there to work so fuck it!!  I got Samantha a job there too...they're driving her mad but I'm sure she'll get used to it.  Gotta enter the real world:  Not all jobs are as easy as Paul's job.  Speaking of which, Lucia and I saw him today and he's put on a few pounds. 

Lemme tell yall that ur girl did very good this past semester considering my disappointing first 2 semesters.  my gpa for the semester was a 2.95.  I got an A- and three B- so I'm back on track academically.  I guess all my late night study sessions and that period during finals where i averaged 4 hours of sleep a night really paid off in the end.  It was a bitch though.  Imma def. try to avoid ending up like that again.

Now it's time to release the fury within me and HATE.  Lemme start off by updating on the whole situation with the dumb broads that tried to talk shit bout me sayin I was copyin "thier" style which is already out there.  On Mother's Day I was at Luis' house and they showed up.  I was mindin my own business in the basement when Luis goes upstairs to get us some food that his mom made.  These bitches happen to be sittin in the kitchen and were stupid enought to think that they would get away with talkin shit about me to my boyfriend of 5 years.  I stormed upstairs and asked them who wanted what with me cuz my clothes didn't come from any of thier dirty ass closets and that if they wanted to pop their mouths to do it on front of me.  I looked each one of them in the face and not one could admit to saying shit.  I just grilled them mad hard, cursed them out callin them pussy ass bitches that they are  and they still didnt do SHit.  I then realized how stupid ditzes really are.  Since then, One of the bitches who happens to be Luis' sister and my EX-best friend won't even step into a room if I'm in it.  She did try to look at me an awful lot the other day when Lucia and I were outside the house and she was out too.  I mean I know she turned a lil lesbo after bein with her lil slut friends but I personally don't go that way so I flexed at her and said "what?" so she could stop grillin and do something if she thought she was so hard but of course she was by herself and didn't do shit.  As I said before: Pussy ass bitch!! 

You  wanna know what really bothers me about the situation?  The fact that she still does live at my Luis' house and so whenever she has to do laundry or is roaming near where I'm at, she has this habit of talkin mad loud on her phone to her lil friends about all her business.  I mean, I don't care bout your stupid lil life so why do you go out of your way to let me know your every move if I'm so insignificant to you?  Does she think that I'm going to be jealous or regret not being her friend anymore?  That is never gonna happen cuz I have absolutely nothing to want from her life.  If I wanted to be a slut and do the things she does, I could have done them a long ass time ago.  If I want, I can still go clubbin every weekend but I don't because I'm past that bull and I like the way my life is the way I'm livin it now.  She acts like I regret settling down with the person I love and giving up all the slut games she plays.  You know what I say to that?  Anything you can do I can do  better.  Don't think you're on top of the world cuz you found a couple of slutty ass friends that are finally your match.  They ain't shit cuz the 3 of you still can't amount to be half of what I am you dirty ass sluts...proof when 3 of them couldn't stand up to 1 of lil ol me.  I'm too smart for the dumb broad for her to think she can get the best of me. She should have known better than to think her and her lil friends would talk shit without consequences.  She never knew me to be the quiet type so I don't know where she got the silly notion that she could get away with it.  Like I told Adam, she isn't even gonna be at my wedding, even if I am marrying her brother.  Bitch is part of a phase in my life that I would never wanna go back to.  Enough of that, I know it sounds like I'm stressing it but I can't get past the fact that someone who used to be my best friend could try to play me like that when I don't even mess with the bitch.  I don't even look her way for her to cause shit over some superficial bullshit like that.  Everyone comes off thier cloud sometime and I'm gonna enjoy watching her fall flat on her face!!!!  broohoohahahaha!!!

On a not much brighter note, my mom is in Florida on a much needed vacation.  She left me all alone and I'm starving!!! =( For those of you who don't know...I can't cook for shit so I live off of fast food and I'm SICK of it.  I never want fast food anymore because I eat it so much so I end up not eating at all.  Any volunteers to be my personal chef till my momma comes back?? =op

Damn it's late...this is what I feared would happen when I came back to my xanga..I'd have a book to write and here it is.  The sad part is that there is sooo much more needed to update so I'll be back!!!!

In the words of Samantha...Wuddup MENG!!!!  I've been gone for a minute...u know schooll and shit.  MADDD  shit's been goin down.

1st of all, I gotta THANK Liz lil_ghetto_boo for makin my shit propa...I know my shit looked weak as hell before..what can I say...I don't have talent for these computer things...For those of u that don't know, I LOoove moons and stars and sky things so...she hit it on the spot...lolzz..Thanx mama!!

So, I bought my kix...I got two pairs of uptowns..black and white and mad colorful laces.  I got me sum funky ass sox too.  Me and Sam are doin it up with the wannabe Nivea style righ?  Funny how sum dumb ass trix think we're tryin to cop thier corny ass style...1st of all dumb bitch...I don't even see u around for u to say I saw u and copped ur shit...2nd of all...it just so happens to be the style righ now to look rockish and sporty and shit so dats why people dress like that and 3rd of all...u Wish u started that shit but oops sorry u didn't!!!  Sorry to bring u off ur cloud... u fake ass wannabe Malibu Barbie bitch...what r u again?  white or Spanish?  make up ur fuckin mind!!! And then one bitch has the audacity to try to say wassup to me yesterday cuz she wuz by herself.  What? Can't pop ur mouth without ur friends there? Dumb broads nowadays...to find out what happened, go to nanii_xclusive xanga to her long ass entry about Sunday.  The only reason I didn't pop one of those stupid ass bitches in the mouth is because I respect other people's homes and everyone was chillin so I didnt wanna ruin everyone's fun...stupid bitches came out of nowhere tryin to look cute and they got played!!!  It's all good...sumbody's car's gonna be looking fucked the hell up...broohooohahahah!!!! >o)

Sunday was cool though, went riding the dirt bikes Yamaha PW80 and the Warrior.  Shit was fun 'cept for the tickets Luis and Juan got for that shit...cops are fags!!  Welp, no more PW80 cuz Luis sold it yesterday ::sniff sniff::  Now he might step it up to a real bike...thas wassup...me and my babes ridin round in a hot bike...I'd be scared though.

So this weekend I'm supposed to be goin to Sound FActory with the girls to see Lumidee and then on Sat. the loves of my life: Aventura are gonna be at Metro so thas wussup.  Don't know where Imma get all that money to go out this weekend with Mother's Day on Sunday and I haven't bought anyone gifts but, Imma have to milk my unemployment check to the fullest!!  If worst comes to worst, Imma jus go to Metro cuz sorry girls...Aventura comes before any other group out there..Im goin mad hard!! lolzz  Thanx to my girl shorti_unltd for puttin me down on that event!!!  mUAzz!!!

So, I have only one week of class left and then finals so...after studyin for finals I should have more time to write here...newhoo...gotta go get ready for class so...MUazzz!!!!!